I always love this soup with lots of cilantro, cumin, garlic, I know my friend the one that advised me to take Macca who is also my doctor on the island, loves my food especially when its vegan, so I am taking her some.

Hubby went to NYC I am all alone which is sad....but then again hell no its freedom, I am going out for happy hour, and I will meet some of our friends.

They drive like morons...very dangerous, they never use their blinkers, lots of right hand drivers????? and or the cut you off to drive super slow in front of you.....most are drunk...OMG

I always start with a chai, I was never a coffee person I hate the flavor nd the fragrance it leaves in your mouth...its 5.30 am I will meditate, exercise swim and get ready fo the day

So because I am in menopause I bloat and gain weight, also in my face, I did not do Bottox...here yet while everyone says I do...

If I gain weight I also way gain weight in my tummy...and this is part of menopause

Hubby's best friend died 53 years old, heart attack, they say it's a good way to die....however it remains said. Bryan used to work for CNN. Bryan did visit our house in Aruba and brought a lot of large white stone to our house. Bryans dad dies very young as well also from a heart attack...someti...

Sometimes they are hormonal and sometimes things from the past...hubby's best friend died...and you can feel the pain in him

So when I see the pics of me in a bathing suite I hate myself, I gained weight, but not at my ass....I gained weight due to menopause I crave sweet savory sweet savory...its like pms...omg but I really do not look better at all

Hubby always has pains and aches...now its sinus pains, I took him to the ocean to swim...if hubby is not well I am not well...

My friend Anthony told me yesterday during breakfast he is jealous of my life, but I don't think people understand that life comes in a package of good things and bad things, now people hear about the good things but never from the bad things and judge me thinking my life is always sunshine.....d...

Ice in the red wine....my friend says ...but Jesus did this also.....he mad water into wine....not what ur doing...

So funny that people always say that, but my father always loves home cooked food by my mom with veggies and products fro Suriname, he said he could taste the earth and the soil, the sun ripped fruits are so much better....and you know what??? He was right....I thought people were exaggerating bu...

I adore men who are so intelligent almost against craziness....however...when they get crazy and they get their tantrums, like hubby, I wonder what I like about this...Is this a form of masochism in me??? The sex is way better, I have had crazy men crazier then hubby which I have kicked out immed...

Flora palace omg that was the best time in my life, Amsterdam in the eighties

Thats why I say never judge another.....some guys sleep around and there women accept it, my hubby does not do that he only has a big mouth...he is grumpy..and I hate that...but to those women out there, I do not judge you, I empower you, I stand right next to you to catch you if you fall and do ...

Everything I tell you is about my life I share my deepest emotions with you hoping you can learn from my mistakes and experiences, please use it and reflect and evolve....I have no shame...no embarrassments...I believe in total honesty

7.30 am very late for me, I am not so well, I got a flu shot which I do now for the last 8 years, and it works amazing ii hardly sneeze after a flu shot, this is a 5 cocktail shot but I do feel my body is making anti bodies

I treated them like shit, which was soooo bad...I know it and knew it....I acknowledged it and I need to work on it...I went to therapy...I found out I treated men like shit because of the behavior of my father towards my mom, I was taking revenge on them.....holy cow how deep that was....I have ...

People always judge each other....they judge me...however they would like to have my life in a heartbeat....but that is called jealousy...my life has good and bad moments its a package, I believe yours is not different then mine really...as long as you are willing to be a god honest as I am....so...

I am so happy to be back after an overdue stay in aruba, I get island fever and love to be back in my city

The tension is rising, you can tell that he has to deal with a lot of emotions....I am excluded from this trip...because they have their thing, a concert smoking weed...not my thing....I will go to a show and enjoy...but there is an elephant in the room of a nasty grumpy husband who really weighs...

The flight is always exhausting even its only a 4.5 hour flight. I am going to get some yoghurt with blueberries, so we can wake up slowly and nicely with eggs, the city is booming with lots of gorgeous gays on 9th ave who spice up our neighborhood, I love them and I love it.

No one believe me if I tell them what happens in my house sometimes...they can't believe it because I am a happy camper most of the time...hubby his tantrums are unbelievable, I just walked out of one...I do believe that the power of this women is what keeps this marriage together...the only ques...