Always has it ups and down...you can hear him in the background...yelling and screaming...his best friend died....so I guess the pain is what he is reacting off on me....He is going to St Louis he does not want me to go with him...no worries I don't care...I Have never ever met his family...not the father not the mother..not the brothers or sister...but you know what...I don't care because what can be so bad that will shake me off my core??? Anyway they are all weed smokers and I hate it...so go....go alone...I love him anyway, he is the sweetest most of time he is a super hero most of the time....so let him go and do his thing...I do feel left out but I will get over it..