All I tell you are my deepest secrets, about my life, you can have a judgement, but I rather share it with you hoping you can learn from it or get some better ideas out of it. Sometimes it's very educational to think out loud and to share some deeper emotions, other can relate to. You can laugh, you can judge you can be negative about it, I don't tell you thing to ask for pity.....I have lots of pain...but I also have lots of great times. So I certainly hope you learn from my mistakes my experiences, reflect, grow and do it better. Remember....Aristotle says...hell that's the other people